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Jonathan Carroll is a spiritual coach and group facilitator who guides people through deep inner healing using heart-centered coaching and plant medicine work.

In this episode, you’re going to learn why Jonathan felt broken after repeating painful relationship patterns and how that led him to try everything from life coaching to reiki to psychic readings. You’ll hear how a single breakup sparked a years-long healing journey, including ceremonies with ayahuasca and Bufo, and how he eventually left city life in Canada to live near the ocean in Ecuador. He shares the exact moment he realized he wasn’t just healing—he was waking up to the truth that he is the universe

Timestamps:

[00:00] Introduction  

[01:22] The importance of masculine energy in healing spaces

[03:12] Repeating painful relationship patterns

[04:15] Feeling broken and deciding to do something different

[05:00] Hiring a coach and trying alternative healing modalities

[06:12] Hoping for a silver bullet but discovering self-awareness

[07:42] Discovering ayahuasca and plant medicine

[08:20] The impact of leaving the matrix and living by the ocean

[09:15] How silence and nature support healing

[10:22] Healing is not linear  

[11:08] How pain can lead to spiritual alignment

[12:54] Realizing “I am God” through Bufo ceremony

[13:55] Experiencing non-duality and cosmic perspective

[14:45] What it feels like to live with peace and presence

[15:40] Fear vs. knowing everything will be okay

[17:02] Feeling different as a child

[17:43] Searching for connection but always feeling let down

[18:45] Healing generational trauma and patterns

[19:30] The role of the inner child in personal healing

[21:10] The distraction of modern life and the value of slowing down

[22:15] Practical tools for deepening the healing journey

[23:05] Ego death and emotional release

[25:15] Healing trauma from past generations

[26:05] Discovering ancestral patterns through family history

[27:18] The shift from chaos to inner knowing

[30:10] Helping people reconnect with their authentic energy

[33:05] The power of group experiences in healing

[33:48] Why integration after retreats is essential

[35:00] The fear of not being accepted

[35:55] How fear can mask itself as confidence or arrogance

[38:28] Redefining what “amplified” really means

[39:15] The value of radical honesty and self-acceptance

[40:12] Why listening to yourself creates transformation

[41:00] Holding space without needing to fix

[41:48] The intuitive power of talking and witnessing

[44:15] Letting go of resistance and following internal signals

[45:00] Advice for people just starting the healing journey

[45:38] Following curiosity and spiritual breadcrumbs

[46:25] Make time for yourself and your own growth

[47:00] There’s no one right way to heal

Are you ready to live a life of bigger adventure + personal purpose? Book your HeartTalks Discovery Conversation with Jonathan today. Zero pressure.

If you simply want to learn more about Jonathan’s 1:1 coaching, group programs, or retreats, visit his website.

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